Hmm...what is this??

Hmm..what is this??
when thou called
i wished to kept quiet and,
listen to thou voices
when thou is here
i've lost the courage to give,
what is supposed to be given
when thou sat beside me closely

it is weird..
yet comforting
when thou looked at me
i looked back and yet,
i have none of the courage to look back,
right to ur eye
when thou talk to me
i have none of the courage to speak out
when thou is sent back
i wished to follow until thou is safely back

what exactly is this?